It has been a mixed bag, over the last few days.
Saturday more sponaniety and i googled that word and i am pleased to see i spelt it right. Yes a very impulsive Saturday , i am so pleased hotdate is mmm, different and bringing a whole different side of me and well ,yes ,i am enjoying it, (it helps he is hot too).
Sunday , lunch with 2 of my best friends and they cooked, shock horror, we normally do take outs or restaurants but they fancied cooking a roast , very good indeed .Very impressed with his cooking. However half way through i started choking on a piece of meat, it was completely stuck, i dont think i panicked as such. I gulped some drink to help push it but that just stayed in my mouth, so i hot footed to bathroom, where i disposed of drink all over there bathroom. Still stuck and not being able to breathe, Quick he said, do something, so he started thumping me on the back. Weird cause i was clear headed and thought right, its not going down, so try retching and bring it back up, so combination of me trying to vomit and being thumped , the little devil flew out . OH how embarassing, they were lovely, made me sit down, while cleaned up there bathroom, i did finish my lunch though but not the meat .
So , i am someone who believes in signs, that there is no coincidence, that things happen for a reason, Why did i choke, the first time i ever have and how significant was it being meat, so, it brings me onto a little post i saw on facebook today,
Dont ever change just to impress and please someone
change because it makes you a better person & leads to a better future.
How true , so, really would like to attempt to give up meat for ME and me alone, of course the sign may just be, stick to take aways .
My last casserole was a bit of disaster, bisto thingy, yuck, and red wine i poured into it was, i think a little off as it was very vinegary.
Now on to the really sad stuff, such a lovely lady was sadly taken from us today , her battle against illness, which she had been battling against for many years, had finally beaten her. This is where life is so hard to understand .