newly single at 40ish and living it up? on the Costa

 Do I or do i not have kfc tomorrow, simple enough answer you think but let me explain, The nearest kfc or kentucky fried chicken restaurant is actually half hour away from home in Marbella, now i could justify visit with the fact i am planning to buy my christmas tree this weekend and when i was last at la canada i liked the ball, balls in one of the shops there as they were posh and this year i am going posh and coloured themed on the tree, pink of course and green , in my previous life of marriedhood i tended to go for the tackier the better motto with loads and loads of balls and tinsel in every colour available, Last year my first in divorce land i went for the shut the door and let everybodyelse get on with it but this year i am intending to make it a cheery , posh of course and boozy christmas, well actually the last one i did do last year. Back to question i do go off track abit , I have numerous reasons  why i should not have it and the main reason is i do not get paid for another 2 weeks but my bank balance is looking like it wants to be paid much much sooner , also the CALORIES  , yes it deserved capitols, though thank god in Spain the CALORIES  are not advertised as omg when i went back to UK all the restaurants and take aways had the calories showing, what the hel is that all about, when i went to one of my fav rests, harvester the ice cream dessert was 1000000 too many calories , still had one though, Whats eaten in the UK  stays in the UK  , Back to it Helen, Plus really do i need the posh ball balls , when i could potter around the local chino and find the colours i want for a third of the price and less calories . I  hated the chinos in previous life but now i just love pottering around on a saturday morning and grabbing a great bargain of some tool or kitchen equip i will probably never use , but i do have a nice collection of plastic containers of every shape and size i have brought and use .

Now i would like to point out , that i feel very thankful that i am in position that my only worry this week is whether i get kfc. It has not always been like that and i hope it lasts a while too..