newly single at 40ish and living it up? on the Costa

 I  got up today and thought , on my home i pop into the chino and have a little look , just in case , actually popped to saverland at lunch and they had tons of trees but none felt right and it was than that i realised that i knew i would just need to keep looking and wait for one to feel right, so on the way home i swung into chino, never been in this one before, it was laid out really badly, the shop was huge but wrong anyway i was walking round and than i saw it , on the window shelf , it is 120 so not too big but big enough for me and wait for it , its purple, yep went for it after all, so it totally clashes with the pink decorations i have but i do not know why i did not realise it before but it is so me , so totally wrong but so me and icing on the cake is , new life means me doing things i like and i like pink - check, i like purple - check and also the green ball balls from la canada will be perfect now , so i am now officially in the christmas mood, though probably will not put tree up until sunday as working tomorrow and also wait for it ,,,,, going out tomorrow , only to watch x factor final and a chinese with a couple of mates but my horoscope said love will come knocking at my door this weekend so i told them could they arrange for a handsome single man to knock on there door, not asking for much i think and if the stars say it , well it must be true, oh well i can wish